Tears are warmer than the atmosphere:

Chapter 5: Dreams and Nightmares....
Their lips met and Bella couldn't believe what could ever come of this.
So they walked home hand in hand. when they got home he kissed her again and again, until they got to the couch then he held her close.
Bella like kissing Nathan but she didn't want to rush into anything too fast. On her inside her thoughts were already made up for her, it was a rush of comfort was the way Bella felt with Nathan. And the more she kissed him the more she wanted to do more stuff. After 2 hours Nathan went to get something. When he came back he asked. the final words Bella needed to here. "are you ready?" And without thinking Bella answered "Of course."
The rest is faded in her mind....

She remembers waking up in Nathans' arms. Bella sat up and realized how much April could be hurt from this. Could she be falling for Nathan. All these questions in her mind when she heard the door bell go off. she fixed her appeareance in the mirror near the door.
Then she opened the door and it was April crying. April grabbed Bella's arm and led her to her room where she shut the door behind her. They sat on the bed and before Bella could get a word in April started her explanation.
" Last night Josh and I were at the Remix dancing nightclub and we were doing our own thing. When one of Josh's friends came up to us, and asked up if we wanted to go to his house, his parents were out of town. Josh and I went for the sake of it. There was about 60 people already there when we arrived. Then Josh grabbed my hand and led me up the stairs to one of the bedrooms , when we get in Josh locks the door behind him and of course we were drinking or more that Josh was drinking I was pretending to be drinking, anyway Josh was alittle drunk around 2AMish so we sit down and Josh starts to take off his shirt, I knew I wasn't ready and i told him over and over that night. But hes like ingnoring me and he pulls me underneath him and I'm like yelling no! no!! no!!! get off me, I'm struggling now. He even starts taking off my clothes. I tried hitting him, punching him, doing anything I could. But he was controling and abusive . He must of hit me next because I blacked out and When I woke up this morning Josh was passed out next to me and I sat up realizing that it was too late. I managed to get out and now I'm here."
April threw her head into Bellas chest. And cries I was Raped Bella...I was Raped.
They were both crying now Bella reassured April that she wouldn't let anything happen to her like that again.
Later on Bella asked April a question that would detremine the next day.
" Did he use protection?"
April sat straight up and answered truthfully.
" I dont know...."