Tears are warmer than the Atmosphere:

Chapter 9: The 1st Letter...



Dear my Bella,
I wrote these letters for you. By the time you finish,
You might consider forgiving the harsh past. But
yet your choice if you don't ever. I also hope you
will find it in your soul to love me like you use to.
In these letters, you will discover a secret that will
help you everyday, And make all your dreams come to life.
These letters are stories of my past, and the present, that will lead to your future.
Undiscovered answers lie to your questions after all these years.
I had to find a way to tell you and I chose this way. Some of these letters will be emotional for
you to handle. So Bella I begin with this tale of my world.
Love your mom, Candence.
Dear Bella,
Your Grandmother and I always use to believe there was a better way to life. we thought just because it didn't go the way we wanted it to, just to be paitient and life will get better. well I believed all the way into college. It was a Sunday afternoon, When I met a man named Joseph (your father). Joseph strengthen that belief. I was working at an ice cream parlor. When a man came in with whom looked to be his mother. The man was tall, he had brown hair, and to what I could tell brown eyes. He was wearing a blue suit. I think it was church clothes. He didn't seem much older than I was at the time, I was 18. His mother was wearing a nice blouse with brown slacks. Anyway they came in and I noticed he wasn't bad looking, kinda charming to think about it. He ordered the mint chocalate chip cone. I commented that ,that flavor is my favorite. He smiled back. His mother ordered the vanilla caramel Sundae. Excellent choice I told her. She laughed, and said that I had a beautiful smile, don't you think so Joseph, He replied back Yes , Very beautiful. We held eye contact for a minute. And then he winked, and of course I blushed, His mother said to him, What are you doing just staring at her thats not going to change anything, make a move, ask her out. So he asked me, I think he was alittle embarrsed. I said Yes I would love to, then he winked again. My names Joseph Kurket. And your name is he asked polietly. Candence Morgan I replied. He said Wow that name is almost as beautiful as you are. Why Thank you I said. He was charming as a prince that was soon to sweep me off my feet. The next Saturday was our 1st date, He picked me up around 7:30 that night. That night was a beautiful night the stars glistened perfectly in the sky, the moon was glowing in a perfect cresent shape. There was a slight breeze in the air. We went to the park and walked over and over on the sidewalk going back and forth. I don't think we wanted the night to end. After many hours of talking under the stars with a slight breeze in the midst of the air. he turned to me and asked. Candence May I ask you something? Shure anything, I replied , He stopped and I moved as he did. He faced me , My hair was swaying in the wind. May I kiss you? And to my surprise like I was waiting for him to ask me all night. I answered Yes Please do. It was a sweet but passionate kiss. one that took place only for a second but will take a lifetime to forget. We sat down on a nearby bench. I asked him to recite some poetry. He turned to me and recited this... Look at me when I tell you this. I never knew I could fall so deep. but then one beautiful night, your kiss embraced my soul. I would love to tell you my inner thoughts and future. but one thing comes to mind. I never knew it could be so easy when I learned I fell for you . Please dance with me Candence , all the dangerous , evil around us . without you my girl all sins take over my part in the world . That poem Bella you see changed my impression for Joseph. you see as the night progressed I was quickly falling for him, and I think he knew.
Bella the next letter will continue from this letter. so go ahead and open the next letter.

Tears are warmer than the atmosphere

Chapter 8 : Letters of the past.
Nathan dropped Bella off at the house since he had to work. When Bella walked through the door she saw that April was sitting down on the couch. So she decided to go sit by her.
" Guess who I ran into at K.F.C?"
"who?" April asked
"Allison." Bella replied
"As in your sister?"
"Yeah."
"what did she have to say?" April asked, now interested.
"actually alot."
"well..." April wanted Bella to continue on.
"okay, She got a call from our mother last month. My mom needed to give her something. So Allison went to visit her. She said that they caught up and talked about old stuff. then as Allison was leaving, My mom told her to wait for a minute she had to get something from her room. My mom gave her 2 packages, 1 for Allison and 1 for me. when Allison got home she opened her package and they were letters, That my mom had wrote to her. I still have to open mine. I don't know If I should though."
" I think its for your good that you should, I mean your mom did write these letters for something, Maybe these will explain what happen to you. but thats just my opion." April suggested.
" yeah your probally right, ok I'll read them."
"Okay now that we have that situated, I'm going to go sleep I have been tired today, plus you have some letters to read." April said while hugging Bella
Bella sat on the couch, with the letters on the seat next to her. In her mind her thoughts were preparing herself for the next couple of minutes. She didn't know what to expect when she opened the box. She opened the lid of the box . In there was a stack of letters. She took the one that had her name written in cursive and a number 1 on it.

Tears are warmer than the Atmosphere:

Chapter 7 :Reunion
April just stood there she couln't believe what the doctor had just said. She was only 15 and pregnant with AIDs what did she do wrong, she didn't deserve it. In another 15 years or so she could be dead she didn't want to die.
The rest of the afternoon April wanted to be alone so she asked Nathan if he could take Bella to go bowling or something. So Bella and Nathan went to go get lunch.
while at lunch Bella saw someone she knew, someone she wondered frequently about, she saw her sister, Allison.
Allison looked more than her age. She would be 13 now. she had long brown hair, with bleach blonde highlights. she had Blue eyes and she was tall. she was wearing jeans and a white t-shirt.
To Bella she looked 16, so wise, so mature, so much like mom.
when Bella was telling Nathan, That it was her sister. Allison walked towards Bella.
"Hey you look alot like my sister." Allison said
"Yeah, how do you do?...Allison." I'm your sister Bella"
"OMG...you like totally are...aren't you." Allison replied.
"yeah I am, so how are you?"
"I'm awesome...oh Bella this is my boyfriend Brad...Brad this is Bella my sister."
"well arent you all grown up."
"Yeah I guess...oh and who is this." allison asked looking at Nathan.
" Hi ...I'm Bellas..." Nathan started
"Boyfriend." Bella finished the sentence.
"Okay..well Bella do you have an hour we need to chat about something, plus I have something from someone to give to you."
"okay from who?" Bella asked almost impaitently.
"from Mom"

Tears are warmer than the Atmosphere:

Chapter 6: Questions answered
It was a monday afternoon, April and Bella were at Aprils doctor appointment, to find out if she was pregnant or not.
"April Blemming..." the nurse called.
April and Bella followed the nurse into a small room.
"Miss...I'm sorry but your going to have to step out for a minute." The nurse saying to Bella.
Bella hugged april, And walked out into the waiting room, when she sat down she noticed a girl about the same age as April, the girl was sitting with her mother. Bella reconized that the girl was about 7 months pregnant. Bella couldn't get the thought of april ever being Pregnant. and how could Bella ever tell april about her and Nathan. Too many confusing things in her life nowadays.
Bella leaned back and closed her eyes thinking back to whenever her mother would bring her to the doctors office, Afterwards she would always get a sticker of her choice. Turns out she was so into her thoughts and felt so realxed that she was quickly falling asleep.
She was awoken to April sitting down in the chair next to her.
"I'm all done." April said
"How'd it go?"
"So far so good, no news yet , they'll call me back in a minute."
"Okay,( Bella leaned back and April put her head on Bellas shoulder) You know whatever happens, I'll be by your side." Bella assured April.
"I Know"
They watched the little kids playing in the waiting room. until they heard the doctor.
"April Blemming, will you come back here." The doctor asked April.
Bella started to get up and follow.
" Oh no, just april," the doctor asked polietly.
"No, shes my best friend, I want her to back with me...Please."
"Alright then this way"
they went in the room and the doctor closed the door. " April, theres no easy way for me to say this, espically at your age. but the test came out positive...April your Pregnant."
April just stared at him, "I'm what, I cant be...I'm only 15, what about school, this must be a mistake. what about m..."
the doctor interupted, " April thats not all we found, the test,"
" well what else did you find?" April was already scared...I mean what else could there be.
"Another test proved that you have...have recieved 70% positive HIV. In other words april you have AIDS.

Been busy lately....

Hey, I have been busy...with alot of things. #1 is that were moving...again near May 22nd, The landlord called and said that we got the place. so that means I'll be once again looking at alot of boxes in the next month.

#2 is school, and homework...(homework?...whats that?)
#3 is Driving ........
I'm going to try to get the next couple of chapters up on here in the next couple of days. I think the next 3 Chapters are the most important in the book. or they all led to the interesting parts of the book.

so thats pretty much it for now ...I'm going to go and Drive around now so see ya later.

~Danielle~

Snow Day

Saturday we have no snow...
Sunday snow is falling...
Monday snow has settled 24inches later.

so what does all this equal too....No School!!!!
thats all I have to say!!!

~Danielle~

llistration Friday topic Alone. I thought of a Rose