Tears are warmer than the atmosphere:

continue chapter 9:The 1st letter...
Joseph and I continued to see each other. We somtimes went to walk along the beach at night. Sometimes we just stayed up all night talking to each other. We often went to a movie or even bowling a few times. On our 5th month anniversy which happened to be my birthday, he took me out to a resturant called Maggianos. It was a nice little sit down fancy resturant that had good food for a good price. Afterwards he took me to his place. We sat out on his porch looking at the stars. It was that night that he turned to me and said the words I'd been longing to hear. "Candence I love you." I was shocked when he said it. but without a doubt I replied. "Joseph, I love you too." . Joseph held me, I held him. We kissed so perfectly. Joseph had a way to make all the world calm, being with him was like all the dangers of every kind disappeared. I could easily see myself with him for the rest of my life. Believe me it wasn't that hard too. Later that night we made love for the first time. It felt right, and I knew for a fact that it was time. Bella when you ever find a love so perfect that you know, that it was so destined to be. You will know that it was your time. And hopefully you don't rush into anyhting but make shure that the timing is right and you will see your future is growing. And you will suddenly feel like that one special person of yours is only devoted to you.
Well Bella you just survied the 1st letter, Compared to the next letter this is nothing. So I warn you the next letters are extremely emotional. So go on today and wait tomorrow to read the next 2 letters. You'll see then what I mean.
Love Candence Your ma.

night sky picture see last blog entry explains alittle more

HEY

Hey I want to know if anyone is reading my story out there. Besides the people I already know that are reading it. I haven't recieved any comments yet so Please if you are reading this just comment on something, wheter I need to improve, or if you like it or if you don't. I'll post the next chapter tomorrow. other news I've been driving alot at night, I've been painting lately: infact this is my latest it has nothing to do with anything. ( the yellow is the clouds at night with the moon) I've decided that I'm not doing an Illustration Friday this week. so I hope you enjoy the painting and the next chapter tomorrow. ~Danielle~