update time

just wanted to update and tell you that a week tomorrow, I'll b in colorado... it just hit me that I'll b seeing my parents for the 1st time in 8 mnths, I'm getting nervous/excited. wow 1 more week to go it's really weird I dont really know how to feel, until I get on the plane I'll b like this... Once I'm situated on the plane, hopefully my nerves will b released. I can't wait !!!!

I'll update more this week...as I'm getting ready for my trip.
talk to you soon...
~DCO out~

about the poetryyy...

just to let ya'll know that the poems are not all about me ( I'm not a selfish artist when it comes to any of my work.) Yes, some of the poems relate to my life but pretty much when I create a poem I let my fingertips flow and they create a story for ya'll. Like right now I'm just speaking and typing , not even thinking about what I'm writing. Then again, thats the secret of writing poetry.... so no worries be happy , hope u enjoy the newer version of Danielles mind.

~Dco Out ~

p.s you can find these poems and more at www.poetry.com just search my name Danielle Oneill and there I am that whole page is full of my work. You can also scope out my everyday updates at www.myspace.com/daniellesworld88 just request me as your friend and theres my page . Enjoy :)

Poetry time

Invisible
When your scared where do u run? when ure sick of everything where do u hide? when your shadow runs in front of you how do u catch up? when nothing goes right what do u do? when ure addicted to sumthing wrong how can u cure? what can u do when numbness is all u feel? what do u do when ure heart broke 1000 times in 1 day? why does everything right seem so far away? How can you chase away the evil thoughts? How can you carry on when everything stings? How can you feel worthy when all u feel is worthness? how can u make everything right when noone is helping u out?
Danielle Catherine Oneill

Make Me Cry Again
You break my knees you smash my heart you cause
neverending tears down my cold soul you make it hard
for me to smile you make it hard for me to believe
your lies I saw it in writing the words you wrote to
her it sounded like I was in a unfaithful realtionship
you make me cut cut deeper into the sorrow you make
me bleed , bleeding sorrows so deep you dont have a
clue what your doing to me your making it harder to
find my reason for breathing you make me hurt like a
rock being smashed against my heart your cold soul
should be punished until the day the sun doesn't
shine, So I dare you Make me cry again...
Danielle Catherine Oneill

Friends with Benifits
It breaks my heart knowing we belong together but your
with her and I'm with him, Each time we meet is
forever in my heart. My souls timeclock pauses for the
touch of your arms surrounding my security. Life goes
on we meet every chance we get, each time I feel more
in Love with you and more in deep over my head. The
last time was at the Final hour of the day, I was so
surrounded by butterflies I almost cried when you
left. I didn't want you to leave, When you asked me if
I missed this, I smiled and said yes. Somehow I think
this thing we have will never end... will be our
second life ...our secret life for an enternity. That
would be worth living for, to be in your arms once
more...
Danielle Catherine Oneill

shadows Of memories
In the dark nothing to face but the moonlight shining
in the window as my mind fades away I see shadows of
us on the walls, like an image of my heart there.
Holding me so tightly letting the world fade around
us, One of my favorite memorys, Making love secretly
away from everyone... breaking rules but falling into
them as well. forgetting whats susposse to be and
being true, It's a sin but the walls are playing what
was meant to be. I'll never forget the ways the walls
could dance each memory into a perfect dream. I love
you more as the shadows dance. as the moonlight
dissapears the shadows escapes into the night, as I
close my eyes I swear the last shadow of us was when
you kissed me so dearly. I'll always remember when the
walls replayed the way my mind works of course I'll
always love you and of course I'll always dream of the
shadows of Memorys.
Danielle Catherine Oneill

How can u love me when you hate who I am...
The way you blame my tears on me. The way you put them
there, The way you put my life down, like your
perfect. The way you leave my heart sting after you
trampled over it, its smashed too many times against
my hollow soul before. Loving you has made me this
way, You dont think before you speak... you dont
realize what your words engrave the pain into my mind.
you dont care, Do you even love me or is this all
false. I asked you "How can you love me, when you hate
who I am?" You just sat there shaking your head for a
reasonable answer... And I kept on waiting, and I'm
still waiting for a cure to this wrenching pain. I
come to realization after many months of this war on
my heart that I might not find what I'm looking for in
your mind.

Danielle Catherine Oneill

Forever Embrace....
My hand trembles when you touch my soul. Your feel is
as soft as your heart. Your lips are perfect as they
glide across towards mine. As they meet, fireworks
explodes full of emotion. Its like an unspoken love
story... of forbidden love. I should'nt see you in
that way, but I can't help going back to you. You must
feel the same way, since you do the same thing. Day
and Night your in my heart, Your my reason for living,
You make me survive. You take my breath away. I dont
think I'm wrong for feeling what I do towards you,
Yeah I'm with him but all the emotions are with you.
So I'm Asking you to Forever Embrace what we have
right now, lock it in your heart and hope for the day
when we'll be together forever, Never forget me ...
and I'll never stop loving you.
Danielle Catherine Oneill

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hey

I was coming across this website when it reminded me that I have a blog waiting for me to update, since it's been like overdue for 1 . I believe Easter was the last time. We'll I dont know if I told you or not that I Moved back to Rockford the week following Easter I was talking to an old school mate, when I told him that I was 18 and I always had planned on moving back since its where I belong. And that I really needed to somehow dissapear and head tht way, Since I no longer need anyones permission to do things, I decided to one morning call this friend and have him pick me up at the bus station in denver so i went and got my money out and waited in the bus station until the next morning where he picked me up.... we were staying at his moms until june when we got our own place , i worked at marshalls for a couple of months and then otherwise ive been working for his step dad its now december and Im getting ready to fly back for the 1st time since the move ...for christmas, I'm excited ...alittle nervous that on christmas day all my family is going to be questionaires... but hey thats my family for ya , lol. n I just hope I'm not surrounded by jugdment of how I moved... but I'll get through it.... other than tht 2007 is going to b a better year I'll turn 19 get my liscense , GED , and of course a better job. we'll I hope you have enjoyed this update, And I will defenitly update sooner , have a good day xo Danielle

p.s check out my Myspace www.myspace.com/daniellesworld88 for recent photos and blogs and everyday updates, I have my settings on privacy so you'll have to ask to be my friend inorder to c my page.

ttyl
xoxo DAnni